My belief of this induces me to hope , though i must not presume , that the same goodness will still be exercised toward me , in continuing that happiness , or enabling me to bear a fatal reverse , which i may experience as others have done ; the complexion of my future fortune being known to him only in whose power it is to bless us , even in our afflictions 我的信仰誘使我希望同樣的好處仍舊降臨在我身上,繼續(xù)過(guò)著幸福生活,或使能負(fù)擔(dān)一種惡運(yùn),這也許我會(huì)和別人一樣地經(jīng)驗(yàn)著;我以后的命運(yùn)如何,只有天曉得,就是苦難,也只有上帝才有能力賜給我們。
Then one day it suddenly occurred to me that they were not deliberately opposed to my faith , they just could not understand why our spiritual group was the way it was . unlike worldly knowledge that can be accepted through logical reasoning , this path takes genuine inner realization to understand 直到有一天,我突然了解到原來(lái)他們不是故意反對(duì)我的信仰,而是他們不能了解也想不通為何我所參加的修行團(tuán)體是這樣,況且這并不像世界的知識(shí)只要合邏輯就可接受,而是要內(nèi)在真正的了解才能理解。